I just can't get it. It seems to be so long time ago... when all this has started. Now I can't stop this. I turn myself away from it, but it keeps comin' back to me. It's chasing me in my dreams. This beast inside me. You can't see it. I hide it. It's consuming me, piece after piece. It swallows my tears... and I can't cry anymore. So weak, so numb... I know you don't see it this way. You think I'm strong. I just never let myself to break in front of your eyes. So you don't know anything. You don't know I'm wasting away. Well then, shhh... Keep it secret.